Provision

This past week has been such a chaotic, busy time of recovering, dealing with insurance companies, car shopping, car buying and the list goes on.

I finally had time to just sit and reflect on this past week's events that took place. Yesterday morning, my insurance company emailed me pictures of my car that had been totalled. I have to say I was overwhelmed with emotion looking at them and flashing back to the accident and almost reliving everything that happened. It's amazing to me to look at these pics and see that I am alive and besides some back work that can be fixed, I am so lucky.

I fully realized to a new depth just how much Jesus loves me. His provision over my life this past month has been incredible just from providng me with a new job to saving my life and it continues on with the whole process from the accident to getting a great deal on my car to be paid off and another great deal on a new car. Im just in awe and it makes me that much more want to just honor him with my life for what he has done for me. It's so great going to bed with such peace, knowing God is taking care of me.

Well It's been a couple full months for me! God is so faithful in so many ways and I continue to see that on a daily basis. Some of you know I have been searching and looking and praying and begging Jesus for a new Job. I applied for a job again that I had already interviewed for 6 months ago and I was weary to do it again but a friend of mine works there and she referred me and it worked out great....I got the job! YAY!! I have wanted this for so long and God heard my prayers and pleading. I think its easy to think when we want something so bad and we don't get it, it's easy to feel like Where are you God! But he definitely showed up and surprised the socks off of me. It was interesting too cause I started working PT for a Spa. I gave my two weeks at the cafe and I am so excited. My boss however wasn't but that's fine. Cut my losses and walk away. :) So I've been working the cafe and the Spa and it's been crazy but I am saving money and it feels good. School will start for me again in the Winter and I am super excited.

Last night, I was in a pretty bad car accident. It was my fault and its really embarassing for me to even admit that. My car is completely totalled. My whole front end was smashed in. I am seriously lucky to have walked away with minimal injuries. I completely thank God for that. If you look at my car and then look at me I am blessed. I have been showered with love from friends and family and I am so thankful for that. Its been a crazy day full of being on the phone all day with my insurance company but the details are slowly start to move together and Im looking for a new car. It's kinda funny to me. Last year at this time if this were to happen, I would most likely freak out and panic. But I was a different person then. I have been really calm and miraculously have such a peace that God going to take care of me and work it all out.

I am really excited for the doors God is opening for me. I love him and want to honor him for what he has done for me.

:)

Praise Jesus!